1. exordium- Take all I am All I have All I know One life I have (and) what I’ve won is not my own / (For) I’ve got a past full of pain and mistakes all I’ve sown is a garden of weeds You’ve seen the worst that I’ve done And you’ve opened your arms And you’ve run after me / You light my sky A future bright With more to learn The past fades away To shades of gray And will not return / Open the doors Let the clouds disappear in the sky ‘til the brightness remains show me the way that you want me to go and I’ll go if there’s one thing I know / No I won’t fold I won’t fall I am sure I won’t lose sight Of the way I must go Let me feel your love tonight Let me know your love tonight Let me see your love tonight / And my cares can disappear For my hope has been restored All I’ve lost along these years Will return of this I’m sure And in all the tears I’ve sown I will see my dreams fulfilled For my life is not my own But according to your will Then for all I am to do Let me never walk away Let me see from eagle’s view           2. lest I disown you - Grounded high evermore Heaven behold me I’ve no cry unassured Heaven has calmed me now Into the light Time won’t define me / Shallow highs come before Emptiness leaves me Shall I rise to the floor Heaviness held me down You set me free Time can’t confine me / And when I wait when  I wait I can see then I know Why should I fear Should I doubt I believe / Guard my heart evermore Lest I disown you Keep me safe from myself If logic dissolves you here Let you be real Sometimes reason disarms me / And after all my life Help me to be who you want me to be And in all my time Don’t let me fall from the heights that I’ve come           3. 4a - Grant me life eternal Grant me peace forever Set me free and always let your Light shine before me / Grant me life eternal Let me dream forever Keep me and in all things know I Love you forever / Guide my heart before you Light my path toward you Let your words be spoken and may Hope reign forever / Into your light That turns away the night Let it be so Let it be so / Forever more I believe I could live I could love forevermore           4. evensong - I stand before the chasm This night I try to fathom In dreams the waves are pounding I leave the dark surrounding I hold the sky from falling I hear the deep is calling Outside my hands are shaking Inside the chance I’m taking / Inside the light that follows A bridge to guide A hope to find forever A light to guide / I hold the world before you In my despair ignore you I see the waves above me I watch the dark surround me I see the stars unfold you I watch the sun behold you I hold my hands before you No more will I deplore you           5. light of my life - Draw me nearer more to you take me closer For all I have I found in you my entirety / my contentment I was searching My protection I was lost / Light of my life Guide in my night Hope of my hope The light of my life In infinite time We’ll laugh at the night Sight of my sight The light of my life / All my faults like grains of sand Dark obscured me Like a wandering soul in a dismal land How you saved me / I was nowhere Yet you found me Keep beside me Still I wander / Stay beside me Still I wander Keep me near you Make it calm           6. sometimes I wonder - I wait and I wonder where am I when it's out there is it over / why for-swear what you could never see to gain a broken world inside a mystery oh / keep your heart and keep your world at peace and never trade these things for what comes easy oh / some-times I wonder: "Why come back to a world so full of catastrophe / only love can make you only love can break you only love can show you somewhere else then take you nothing in this world could ever keep me what is never bought is never sold sometimes I wonder sometimes I wonder             7. vinegar - Night taking time Light faking rhyme Love hold my hope to the Light of the sun / Skies turning ‘round Lies burning down Love still remains in my Heart I will hold on / and I love you still I love you I will love you Will you never let me go             8. midnight sky - Echoes and dreams Whispers and wonderings Simple beliefs Echoes and gleams, dreams Sparkling seas Lights unrelenting Feelings of peace Whispers and wonderings / Under a midnight sky opened wide Hailing a union drawn to the sky Any who've gone before reunite Dawning a day no more do we cry / Silently first Moving through mystery Followed by ease Followed by peace Never alone Covered by breakers Rushes of light Charges of closure              9. crashing - Heart cries Blare out Your eyes Stare down My life Tears down Your light never wears down / Can you feel the flame? Do you know the score Can you hear the song Do you feel the war / Hope shines Feel safe But in dark times Light fades Lies come Doubt stays Truth cries: only God saves / And all your waves are crashing And hitting the shore And all your ways and all your ways are and all your ways are   Keeper of my heart my Lord my God The one who put the dream inside my soul keeper of my heart my Lord my God / the dream inside my soul the dream inside my soul Come breathe again             10.  who you are - In places no one else will go There you are And in the silence of the night There you are And when I walk from where I fell there you are And when I wake up in my hell There you are / I want to know who you are I want to know who you are and your name I want to feel who you are I want to know your name / I want to live the way you are So here I am I want to walk the way with you So take my hand And in the prayers that no one hears There you are  And while I’m drowning in my tears There you are             11. into your garden - Speak to me clearly Comfort me with words I’ve never known Night shows no ending No ending for a soul without a home Take my surrender Show me what is real from what is known Night holds a secret A secret to a world I’ll never show / Come to me now I can hear your voice call like it’s haunting me Come to me now (I can see the stars light up my night) / Into your garden I’ll run I belong here Out of the night comes the sun Into your garden I’ll hide I belong here Taking me next to your side I belong here, I belong here I belong here, I belong here / Standing here waiting Captured by the wonder of it all Followed by a mystery A place behind a world I’d never know             12. allusions to grandeur - Take all I have And I’ll I’ve ever know In all I am And show me where to go / Open up the sky Let me see the sun Answer me the why Let me be the one Inside my heart I’ve everything to do I call your name And pray it gets me through / Dare we say On we go Do as we ought to do / Live we may Fail we know Find what we’re born to do / Turn away All regret Dream as they’ve feared to do See what nobody knew See as we’re made to do Lose we may On we go Stand where our fathers stood See as our father would Love like our brother should / And on we go until that day when time is stilled and stripped away from all / turn away the night answer to the call hidden in the light prominent to all             13. complexity kills - My night upon night flares with visions of all but I'm tied to what's here so how can I reach you / Don't simplify heaven then say it's the cure and slow not my mind if I've not the heart yet / complexity kills me when I lose my guide but strengthens my heart when I finally see it / inside of me intensity my symphony of saddened melodies I'm desperate inadequate for what I see burning here inside of me / Though in my eyes I am blind to your work In my mind I'm consumed with my own dare I know what you do in your time lest I see all is done in its time ever more / so let me be in every way and set me free with every day and let me see simplicity the beauty in catastrophe / in side the walls of entropy between the lines of clarity the random bond of things to come the rank design of things you've done             14. Fade Away - Fade away Every divertissement And separate from me every anxiety in all that lies ahead of me inside my destiny / fade away any who interfere and separate from them all hope that destiny is found in their duplicity and be it violently / In all that lies in my heart Be it far from me to sentence the arcane without a cause / Oh Let me cross without falling below / Abstract fixtures Keep me aligned Won’t you keep those running after me away from me I cry / I fade away all my Dark secret vengeances as I abate don’t forget what I’ve prayed be it so /so in my heart set me free and let justice be served be it known all who live be it known all below / lo your day of reckoning has begun they’ll be no one to save you endless regret for all that you’ve done seeds that you’ve sown repay you / anchor my life from all that may haunt keep me myself from reaping guard me against my fondness to vaunt vanity leads to weeping / keep me ever closer guide me as I walk through worlds of dark and shadows help me let my darkness fade away